Mind over matter, finally I’ve regained the tools of the trade that I need to spark creativity, to in a way organize the madness of my mind….I disappear and reappear as my mind see’s fit and right now it seems fit to explode my madness into words and art I have the space the ability and the love I thought had abandoned me has come back to me, I can only hope that it means he really is mine and no matter how crazy we may be there’s something so unexplainable there that its worth going back to and embracing

Oh, so you left me and said I was a cheat, a skank and a whore…said you’d know if things were wrong or right based on karma…..here it is karma kicked your ass and you failed you wasted six months of your life being miserable, your selfishness caused you nothing but grief……and babe I’m still here waiting for you to come home

I will let my bad decisions consume me and create something beautiful from it